Alright, alright! I am so not following instructions. I know the challenge said "a self portrait from way back ages" and the photo (L) surely wasn't taken jurassic years ago. BUT. Here's the thing: the emotion behind that photo (me obviously fresh from a session of drama queen class) is what seemed to me "a portrait from way back ages".
How Much I've Changed Since Then
That photo (L) was taken two or so years ago and during that not so O-fudgingly-K time, I was more of a comatose zombie so blithely occupied at being miserable. I was young... ermm, I was younger. Right, I was younger and was so in love - and well, was oh-so-very-ULTRA-MEGA stupid for thinking I was with the one already. I built my dreams around him and made plans with him. And then, just when you though life was going your way - BAM! Here's a pile of shit! Take that! Yeah right, fate decided to take a sudden turn and me, being the drama queen that I was, I said I was never going to love again.
Ewwww! How very pure lu-odness! LOL.
Today, I am no longer that person in the left photo. Today, I am so much more like the one from the right picture. Though the physical changes aren't so drastic and obvious just yet, the optimism I have in life and love have changed a lot. I used to be obsessed at planning - today, I have come to appreciate the rewarding feelings of merriment in living life in spontaneity.
Enough for the dramatic musings already! HAHA
So here, just so I can prove I am not that tad deviant, here's a photo of me from WAY BACK AGES.
Yes! That's me! back when cam-whoring and posing the narcissistic way were alien to me. =)
End of Day 02,
EU.
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